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Apr. 13th, 2013 11:38 pmWhat do I do?
What's happening?
Eric was fine, we were figuring everything out. And then this happened.
I couldn't wake him up, I couldn't get him to hear me, I just...
Did I do everything okay? Did I do everything I could have?
He was bleeding. And burning up. And in so much pain.
Oh god.
Maybe there's something else I should have done that could have woken him up sooner. Maybe there's something medical I should have done to get that fever down.
He's awake now. We're at the hospital, while the doctors check him out. I hate waiting here. At least he was awake last I saw him.
What do we do? Was it just toying with us to give us false hope? What do we do if we can't wake each other?
God, I'm such a mess right now. I know I gave up asking anything of you a loooong time ago, but please let Eric be okay.
What's happening?
Eric was fine, we were figuring everything out. And then this happened.
I couldn't wake him up, I couldn't get him to hear me, I just...
Did I do everything okay? Did I do everything I could have?
He was bleeding. And burning up. And in so much pain.
Oh god.
Maybe there's something else I should have done that could have woken him up sooner. Maybe there's something medical I should have done to get that fever down.
He's awake now. We're at the hospital, while the doctors check him out. I hate waiting here. At least he was awake last I saw him.
What do we do? Was it just toying with us to give us false hope? What do we do if we can't wake each other?
God, I'm such a mess right now. I know I gave up asking anything of you a loooong time ago, but please let Eric be okay.
